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The Exes

My ex girlfriend and my ex-wife was one person in this dream. It is if they merged into one person. She was my ex-wife but her name was Sue. We were friends once again and we were visiting this vacation place with all of my friends and ex-co-workers. <br /><br />I think we were all there for a wedding. In all of my dreams lately there has been a wedding but no one knows who is getting married. Anyway we were in Africa and there were instances were I took Marcy hiking and ended up swimming in a animal infested river We even were chased by a gigantic spider once beside this great boulder strewn river. <br /><br />Then there was the time I spent with Sue back at this complex. It had waterfalls and touristy stuff. I was always trying to get this picture of a waterfall with her camera but I couldn't figure out how to use it. Then my friend Lulzim lent me his PDA and it had pictures from some parties that he went to. It had naked people and interesting stuff. <br /><br />I was infactuated in looking at all the stuff on it and Sue got jealous of it and took it. She claimed it was hers. At night I snuck a peek at it and she caught me and made me put it away and sleep. She couldn't sleep without me pretending at least to sleep. I found this quite disturbing and I entertained thoughts of leaving her again. I just couldn't handle this kind of control. <br /><br />In the morning I was tired because I stayed awake all night just because she wanted me to sleep. Her kids woke up from a dream and said, "quick hide, we all have to hide". So I used that moment to fall asleep. <br /><br />When I awoke My ex-wife was more dominate in the body that used to be Sue ... But now she was more like Ronda than Sue. I went to help set the table for the reception. Every thing at this table was labeled with a derogatory comment about her ex husband. I cant remember what they said, but they were to the effect that thanks to the contribution of my ex husband I give you this. Anyway I felt demeaned and hurt. When she entered the room I confronted her with this. She acted like oh sorry I didn't really mean it. I said bullshit and threw the forks into it all and stormed out of the room. <br /><br />As I left she said great your going to leave me again. This time it was Sue's voice. This stopped me and I came back. I said you just don't understand do you ... How this hurts me. And then I stayed and helped out, but I pointed out to everyone how vengeful my ex wife was. <br /><br />At the actual reception my ex was Sue again and she was mingling with all my friends. They were laughing and some of them were actually attracted to her. I found it unsettling that they knew of all the hurt that she put me through and all the mental anxiety that I had about the things she did to me and now they were budding up to her. I wondered what they were thinking specially my friend Frnaky. I awoke feeling like I was a betrayer and that I was a fraud in my feelings that my exes came back to put things right for themselves and get back at me.

07:45 AM, Friday, September 10, 2004    [ top ] [ print ]



The Apartment

I was at a Mexican hotel. Paul and Lucy were interested in buying it. I was checking out the place and putting a down payment on it so that they could buy it. They were going to be there after the current school year. While I was there I fell in love with an apartment in it and when they got there I told them that I wanted the apartment and all I had to do was go home and move down. My mom and dad were checking out the place because they were thinking of moving there.

06:30 AM, Friday, September 10, 2004    [ top ] [ print ]



Paul's Packing Fetish

I was traveling in a foreign land and the landscape was grassy and green but marshy. I was traveling with Paul, Grandma, and some other relatives as gypsies in a bus.<br /><br />Along the way I had a medical emergency. I had been pregnant but the baby aborted causing great infection in my body. I had to have it extracted or I would die. The doctor showed up and he took it out of my ass and then sewed it up. My ass was sewed up so I could not eat anything but this special liquid for 4 months.<br /><br />the gypsy friends stopped by to see how I was and all I could think of was how I could survive with my ass sewed up. Finally we headed out again.<br /><br />We were traveling to a wedding and we were having difficulty finding the right exit. I guess now we had been taking the free-way. I kept trying exits and we were all getting a little frustrated. Finally we found the correct place.<br /><br />After the event that we traveled a great distance to be at was over Paul decided that he didn't need to help re-pack the bus and left without us . Everyone was surprised because he was so fussy on how the bus had to be packed. He always made such a big deal out of packing and now here we were to do it ourselves. As we tried to pack mostly his stuff we started to talk about him and how eccentric he was. Fussing over all the little details. What shocked us was that we found out that he fused so much because his stuff was junk. He carried around junk and he was just to embarrassed to let us know what he had so he fused over it all the time.<br /><br />On thing that we focused on was his tool box. It was old and falling apart. All the tools were useless. What a freak we said. He was so articulate that we didn't want to get involved and now that he found something else to do he left us with his junk. We were frustrated but finally got it all packed and off we went to our next destination.

03:54 PM, Thursday, September 09, 2004    [ top ] [ print ]
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