Dad Falls

the first dream involved my dad Fred. We used to talk on the phone and I would give him advice on stuff. He asked how to hang a light and I suggested that he hang it with a hose so that he could save the electrical wire by running it inside the hose. Well, when I finally visited my parents we had to go to the barn because he was so proud of his project involving lights way up in the loft. I asked how the project was going and he immediately went up to the loft to show me. He started fiddling with the light which was way at the top up high. Suddenly i realized that he could fall and die. Suddenly I noticed that he was leaning in way to much and he fell from the loft and slammed to the ground. He started to scream about his leg and I was surprised that he was still alive. I went to get ice and we packed him in ice and mom went to call the ambulance. He was screaming to call the amblianc4e which was unlike him. He was in a lot of pain.

Monday, November 10, 2003

<center><strong>Marcy Falls</strong></center><br /><br />the second dream involved my grandma, someone I loved but didn't know that I did, and Marcy. My grandma visited first and I took her to a place I visited. It was Paul McCartiny's place at a bay by the ocean. There was this large bridge and a trail around point. Everything was up high. First I took grandma and I was surprised to see that she hiked out to the point with me. She agreed that it was so beautiful there. Then we hiked back to Paul's place. On the way we encountered a steep cliff and I was concerned that she would be terrified. But she found a better trail in fact that was easier and we made it back. I noticed that my cousin was there and I stayed at Paul's house to spend time with him. The this beautiful woman showed up to talk to Paul. I figured they would fall in love because Paul was single since his wife's death. I realized though that I loved her but I did not want to risk telling her. I hike to this huge bridge crossing the bay. it was like the golden gate bridge. She had to go and I suddenly felt sorrow. I would never see her again. I wanted her to find a reason to turn back to see me. If I could only make her decide to be interested in me. I realized that she loved my dog Marcy. But she did not know it was my dog. I ran to the edge. We were on to p of the bridge about 200 feet above the water. There were hugh cliffs on each side, the ones my grandma had climbed with me. I screamed, yell out your name. I knew Marcy would hear her name and bark to her. Marcy liked her as well. She started to sing out her name and by then she was way down below going to her car. As she was crossing the last span of a bridge. Not out bridge but another bridge. Marcy heard he and I said "whos that". I knew Marcy would bark and she would come back. I would then tell her that I loved her. But instead Marcy jumped up on the window of the observatory that we were in. I was terrified and yelled noooooo. She fell out the window and plumited down. I yelled out"Marcy, Marcy, Marcy just fell out the window". The last I saw her she was trying to catch herself as she flipped over and over speeding down towards the canyon floor and the water. I realized that she would die. I woke up from that one and couldn't get back to sleep.

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Setting was in Asia. I was in charge of some people in the army. They did not want to be there. Like a prison camp. One guy who was from a region in that country collapsed. I was trying to convince my superior that we sould let him rest and live because we would need him when we went into his region to conquer it. It was also raining very hard and that was contributing to their sickness.